The more I wait, the more I realize that Ervin's not coming back to me. I am single. I am free. There are times when I feel like I wanna sleep around, but there's always something holding me back. I'm not so sure what that is anymore. I'm single. I could do whatever I want now, with who ever I want to. So what's stopping me? What's causing me to think like this?
Is it jealousy? Why is it okay that Ervin can get away with sleeping with someone else and pass it off as a mistake? Everyone understands his reasons for doing what he did. Why can't I do the same thing? I am single. I'm not ready to be emotionally attached to someone else. I am definitely lonely. Why can't I have my fun also? And it's not like I don't know what I'm getting myself into. This is strictly physical. No emotional attachment. I realize that I'm on the rebound.
So why not?
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maybe ur better than that.
ReplyDeleteanswer: because you rise above that. don't settle for anything less than what you feel you deserve ... even if you can. don't change your values and ethics because you're hurt. trust. <3
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