So while talking to my fellow fish Mike, he said something that I wasn't able to see in myself. I'm quoting loosely here but it went something like, "It's so sad to see that someone must have hurt you so bad that you started doubting yourself and lowering your ethics or value, that you would even think of sleeping around and be okay with it."
When he said that I was just shaken. I never really looked at it that way. I guess for awhile I kinda convinced myself that it's okay to do that. I'm still young. I've much to live for. Why not experience the most out of life. I guess, I wanted to be like Ervin. How he takes on life, care free, without responsibilities or obligations. Then I realized, I don't need to lower my ethics just to experience and/or learn in life. Sure it might be fun in the beginning but I'd be losing so much more. Mistakes aren't the only way we learn in life.
So thank you Mike, for helping me see what I couldn't see.
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