Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Day Three: Blame

There are many reasons I could think of to blame Ervin, but the fault does not lie on him. It lies on me. I blame myself for not fully opening up to him in the beginning. I blame myself for letting it go this far. I blame myself for hoping that this was something that I thought was going to work out.

I will take responsibility for all actions that I have taken. All the mistakes I have made. I accept that some mistakes can never be erased and have tried my very best to fix them. I tried my best.

I led with my heart and not with my head. I should have known better.

1 comment:

  1. revisiting the past ...

    mark: "lead with your head or heart?"

    mike: "lead with my head to make the right decision at first and then follow through with my heart until the end."

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