Sunday, January 18, 2009

Time and Space Part III

People say that time will take all the hurt and pain away. Time is but a bandaid. The scars will remain.

Although its been 4 years, the scars inflicted by Kristian still remains. I can see it in how I open myself to people. My trust is not so easily given. My heart shielded by walls. The scars remained.

Four years later, new scars cover the old ones, inflicted by a new love.

Sometimes if a heart gets damaged enough it may never recover. For the life of me, I honestly cannot see myself giving my heart to anyone else.

Am I fated to grow old and alone? Perhaps it is better to be alone. There is no chance of getting hurt.

1 comment:

  1. i don't think anyone's FATED to grow old and alone. i think we make that decision ourselves based on our experiences. we have to internally look at how relationships have treated us, retrospectively ask if we're willing to risk getting hurt again to attain the ultimate prize: actually finding someone worthwhile and loving enough to grow old with. <3

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