A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
Monday, October 17, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Drama-Rama
One simply does not get pulled into drama, but the actions one takes may lead one right into it.
I know my reasons and words will fall on deaf ears.
The decisions we make and the risks we take comes with compensations and consequences.
Why do you care now when you did not care for it before?
I know my reasons and words will fall on deaf ears.
The decisions we make and the risks we take comes with compensations and consequences.
Why do you care now when you did not care for it before?
Pins And Needles
Yes you say I'm your friend. And you're glad that we are friends. That's usually what one say to a friend who has romantic sentiments to keep him at arms length.
Behind the smiles and the laughter, truth of the matter is it still hurts to see you move forward.
Yes. I want you to be happy. But at the cost of my own heart.
There's no use following the heartache that leads me back to you.
Behind the smiles and the laughter, truth of the matter is it still hurts to see you move forward.
Yes. I want you to be happy. But at the cost of my own heart.
There's no use following the heartache that leads me back to you.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
The Friend Zone
How many times does one need say that he's glad that you're his friend when he knows you have romantic feelings for him?
Famous lines:
I'm glad we're friends.
I'm so happy that you're my friend. It means a lot to me.
We're friends, right?
I GOT IT!
Being in the friend zone sucks.
Famous lines:
I'm glad we're friends.
I'm so happy that you're my friend. It means a lot to me.
We're friends, right?
I GOT IT!
Being in the friend zone sucks.
Long Day At Disneyland
I just got back from Disneyland. It was an interesting day of confusion and clarity. The guy I liked came with us. Felt like old times. It made me wonder if all my feelings for him were still there. It was great for awhile. Then BOOM!!! He's dating someone.
The guy hes talking to came and joined us.
... ... ... I was kinda sad at first but theres no room for sadness at the happiest place on earth.
He holds my hand. ... ... He holds his.
He holds my hand... ... He holds his.
He hugs me... .... ... He hugs him.
Seeing him and his date interact was a bit painful but I can really tell that the guy likes him. Even though he straights out denies it and claims that they are just friends. I can see this guy falling for the guy I liked in the same exact way that I did a few months ago. Seeing this all unravel in front of my eyes was hard to witness, but it was necessary for me to realize and reach a certain point of clarity. That the guy I liked also liked this guy he's dating. And he looked happy.
At this point I really just want him to be happy even if it's not with me. They say that the perfect act of love is sacrifice. And if I have to sacrifice my feelings for this guy just so that he can be happy. Then I would do it.
At the end of the day, Im back to where I was when I first started. I am at peace with myself. My feelings for this guy will undoubtedly linger for a while. But there really was no point in me pursuing. I just hope he's happy.
And with that said... I now know that I have to find my own happiness, perhaps it's with someone else or maybe just be at peace with being single for awhile. Either way this chapter of an unrequited love story needs to close.
Good night.
The guy hes talking to came and joined us.
... ... ... I was kinda sad at first but theres no room for sadness at the happiest place on earth.
He holds my hand. ... ... He holds his.
He holds my hand... ... He holds his.
He hugs me... .... ... He hugs him.
Seeing him and his date interact was a bit painful but I can really tell that the guy likes him. Even though he straights out denies it and claims that they are just friends. I can see this guy falling for the guy I liked in the same exact way that I did a few months ago. Seeing this all unravel in front of my eyes was hard to witness, but it was necessary for me to realize and reach a certain point of clarity. That the guy I liked also liked this guy he's dating. And he looked happy.
At this point I really just want him to be happy even if it's not with me. They say that the perfect act of love is sacrifice. And if I have to sacrifice my feelings for this guy just so that he can be happy. Then I would do it.
At the end of the day, Im back to where I was when I first started. I am at peace with myself. My feelings for this guy will undoubtedly linger for a while. But there really was no point in me pursuing. I just hope he's happy.
And with that said... I now know that I have to find my own happiness, perhaps it's with someone else or maybe just be at peace with being single for awhile. Either way this chapter of an unrequited love story needs to close.
Good night.
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