A Little Too Not Over You

It is very hard to pretend everything is ok, that I don't carry anymore of those feelings I had for you back then. Seeing you the other night, with our friends was difficult, but I tried my best not to show it. Introducing you to people as my friend was a bitter pill to swallow. Our friends asking how things are going with us, clueless to everything that's been happening the past few months. All I could really do was bite my lip and blink continuously to stop the tears from coming out.

I am happy for you. Seeing you happy should be enough because you deserve to be happy. And I will try my very best to be there for you and support you with whatever decision or road you take.

I am saddened that you weren't able to find happiness with me. But I am glad to see you smiling again.

Heartbroken.