This whole day was uneventful. I had a lot of time thinking about everything and I cant help but think I'm damaged. How can I trust another person again? How can I put myself out there and be comfortable?
The common answer would be to just give it time.
Perhaps.
I just feel emotionally and mentally fucked over with everything thats happened. My heart and trust has been broken. Yes I have allowed some time to set in. Pretend to be happy and everything is ok. The distractions from work and friends help, but when I'm alone... like today I can't help but think that this damage that's been done to me has an everlasting effect.
The pain will heal but the scars will remain. I'm just not sure how deep the emotional and psychological damage is.
Behind the laughter and the smiles there's a broken boy behind these eyes.
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