Six Flags Magic Mountain I

Six Flags Collage

This weekend we celebrated Don's birthday by taking him to Magic Mountain up in Valencia. It was an awesome day.



More pictures will follow.

Fuck It

Fuz... I hate that word, ugh! I see people posting bulletins about it. It seems like it's never gonna go away no matter how hard I try to avoid it. So I'll say, just fuck it... and keep on moving.

I need some alone time.

Escape

It seems that as we get closer, as great memories and feelings start to seep back in... so do the bad ones and along side it anger. I just dont want to revert back to that type of person again.

I just need to get away and escape from everything that's happened. I hope this weekend will be a great distraction.

Past, Present, and Future

Right now I am strugglin with who I was back then and who I am today. I guess the real question is who I want to become. It is very difficult when you've learn so much about life, love, and loss. Learning independence and self-reliance is a wonderful thing, but it also puts me in a very lonely place because it helps me realize that I dont need anyone in my life to make me happy. I dont need to be with anyone to complete me.

In my past relationships I was always the one trying to chase after the person. Always the one trying to work things out. Always the one picking up the pieces when everything is falling apart. I was always relying on others to make me happy. But people have taught me I dont need anyone but myself to make me happy.

And with that mentality, I see a very lonely future. But my past experiences taught me to be strong. And I am strong enough to say I will be okay even if I do end up alone. I will manage to keep myself happy.

A Time For Friends

Hanging out with friends yesterday reminded me of how special people in your life can become, whether you have known them for years, months, or weeks. Despite all the struggles and heartaches life throws our way and no matter how deep our relationships become entangled, all we can really offer each other is friendship.

Chillin at the Americana

Don, Ervin and Mark riding the trolley

Ervin and Mark

Don, Ervin and Mark still on the trolley

Don taking pics of himself

Reaching for that dream

International supermodel

Where is Raymond?

Donut and Bagel Boy

Mark and Ervin

Americana A-OK!

Don and Mark by the fountains

Ervin and Mark by the fountains

Ervin and Don by the fountains

Brown-eyed Boy

Konnichiwa

Ervin

Le Paris LoL

Fun times at the Americana. Raymond ran on filipino time and was late. My battery died before I could take any pictures of him. Arg!! Don't worry though, I'll make sure to fully charge up by Saturday.

Shady Mark

How embarassing! So I ran into a guy from work at the mall today and I totally did not recognize him. He is so effin cute! He followed me in the store and stood next to me and said hi. I raising one eyebrow looked at him like I didnt know him. Haha then he finally said his name. I was so embarassed. Cute guy... from work... semi-stalked me... and I didnt recognize him, UGH! I tried walking around looking for him afterwards but no luck. I hope I see him at work Monday.