Right now I am strugglin with who I was back then and who I am today. I guess the real question is who I want to become. It is very difficult when you've learn so much about life, love, and loss. Learning independence and self-reliance is a wonderful thing, but it also puts me in a very lonely place because it helps me realize that I dont need anyone in my life to make me happy. I dont need to be with anyone to complete me.
In my past relationships I was always the one trying to chase after the person. Always the one trying to work things out. Always the one picking up the pieces when everything is falling apart. I was always relying on others to make me happy. But people have taught me I dont need anyone but myself to make me happy.
And with that mentality, I see a very lonely future. But my past experiences taught me to be strong. And I am strong enough to say I will be okay even if I do end up alone. I will manage to keep myself happy.
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