FuZ Off Bitchez!

So it's been a while since I stepped onto the club scene. Lately my minds been haunted by the past. I mean I had no problem going clubbing back when I was single. And I dont think I should have a problem with it now. Just bad experiences with the whole club scene with someone I cared about keeps creeping back into my head now that Im with that person again. Should I let these memories keep me from hanging out with my friends? Or should I erase these memories along with the lessons I have learned. I find it a bit unfair that I am now burdened with these painful memories. I found myself stronger when I was on my own. And now that Im not... Im not so sure. There are times that I feel that love makes a person weak. Funny how a person can find strength in love and feel so vulnerable at the same time. I learned to draw my strength elsewhere. I hope I can find it... again. We'll see how this one goes...

P.S. I hate FuZ!