On A Positive Note...

Today I officially lost 25lbs since January. Thats the only thing thats keeping me motivated right now. To be hot. So I can say... SUX FOR YOU CUZ U COULDA HAD ALLLLLL DISSSSSS GOOODNESSSSSS!!!!! Haha

Back To Basics: Reboot!

Wow! So I havent been blogging for more than a year now. Well alot has happened. Lets start with this year.

So I met this guy. He was really cool and awesome. He became a very good friend of mine. Over time my feelings grew for him. It was great, but it was also confusing. Just because I was with someone already. (But that relationship was a sinking ship waiting to go under... it was just a matter of time.)

So I fell for this guy. Simply because I saw something in him that I thought was genuine and true. Something I once was: a hopeless romantic. A part of myself that I had lost 2 years ago. And he brought that back for me. And I became that hopeless romantic again. I would have tried to do anything for this guy. (But I was still with someone.)

A few months have passed and the ship I was in went under. It was inevitable. We settled our differences and went our own separate ways. We remained good friends...

A few days of grieving I have to come to terms with the fact that I was yet again... single.

Hopeful... I have a brand new chance to start over. I have the courage and strength to finally and openly confess my true feelings for the guy whove become my best friend during the past few months.

Nervous. Sweaty palms. Heart beating. "I like you. And I think I always have ever since we first met."

Silence.

The guy who I thought could have been my new beginning... the guy that I fell for in the last few months suddenly backed away pushed me away.

"It's all so complicated", he says. "I don't feel the same way. I'm sorry."

All of a sudden, all the wishful thinking became empty feelings. I thought what he felt for me in the last few months was real. I guess I was wrong. Wrong about so many things. It took me awhile to realize this was just a phase to him. And I meant nothing more than a passing fling.

I realize now... that not only was I single... but I was also... alone.

It's Friday!

LOST Series Finale

The LOST Series Finale will be one that will get people to talk about it years after its done. It was a very powerful series finale not so much because of the machismo good versus evil it puts out through most of the entire series, but because of the heartfelt moments and silences and revelations it brought back from the first season. It had mystery, mythology, religion, drama, action all wrapped into one island. I would like to say LOST was one of the best written shows on television. yes, it did not answer every mystery and question but it left room for interpretation.

My New Tank

My new fish tank =0) Well it's the same tank I just changed the substrate to sand because I liked the look of sand. I also bought a new light for my tank. Coralife Dual Light with 10000 K and Actinic Blue bulbs... it cost me about $130.00. I had to go all the way down to the OC to buy it. I also bought some new tank mates. Gold snails, ghost shrimps, and a fire eel.

Hermosa Beach

Here I was chillin at Hermosa Beach Saturday. I got a huge sunburn on my shoulders. We just lounged around and ate at joe's Crab Shack like always.


Flying... flying...

Let's go fly a kite

Mayflower

After watching Disney's OCEANS with Donny and his friends... we decided to eat Chinese food. Donny had a craving for seafood... lol Anyway here we are at Mayflower, one of the hidden jewels of this city. And theres Manny Pacquiao's pics posted all over the place. Hahaha!


Donny waiting for our order

Yum!

So there was this weird strange black British guy who asked us for food. He wanted to try out one of our dishes. We were all shocked... noone really do that in LA. Is it a cultural thing? At first we thought he was rude... but he seemed normal. But still...
I think he was dating a filipina too... and she was just laughing. Im like thinking... "control your date, ma'am". LOL!


It was a good dinner.